Dear Universe,
If you need to tell me something, quit beating around the bush and say it already.
You can have my two modeling agencies (that went under), the people (who I cared about deeply) whom I have decided I should probably live with out, and my job (that I truly put my heart and soul into).
And, I'll even say I am cool with the body challenging weather you have stirred up recently. And, maybe the ridiculous fees I have been battling with my bank over.
But really do you have to have my laptop (dc outlet, kaput), my cell phone (2nd one in less than 6 months, this one decided I had no use for the number zero) and the (original) zipper on my (no longer perfect) Vintage Pan Am Bag (found in February after searching high and low for years) as well?
I thought maybe if I tried making lemons out of lemonade, and kept smiling through all of this, became
more industrious, hit the ground running, and focused on my own projects that the light would come. But maybe what I really need to do is ask for it.
Please, SHOW ME THE LIGHT.
Also, I'd like to get some sleep...
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